welcome monsun....

assalamualaikum.............hi,

skang dah masuk december...n bermula la episod musim saljuuu..a.k.a musim hujan.

mmg syok musim ni lau x yah g keja.duk terperap je kt umah lam selimut.

bila hujan mesti teringat zaman kecik2 dulu,lau musim hujan,mesti duk kat tepi tingkap tgk hujan turun..

pastu buat kapal kertas n campak ke tanah..haha..

dulu,selalu curi2 g kebun n cabut ubi kayu time hujan turun..mmg thrill!! bkn nk mkn sgt tp mmg suka part cabut n tarik ubi dari dlm tanah tu.maybe i'm not the only one here yg familiar ngan benda2 cam ni.

suka giler tgk hujan turun..watching the raindrop falls onto leaves..heaven..

i dont mind getting my shoes wet in the rain.

i dont mind getting wet in the rain..it makes me feel ..........alive.

wow..its drizzling outside..like snow are falling.

Driving Habit

assalamualaikum..............hi,

lame sy menghilang? yea..
(draf ni lame tersimpan belum sempat nk update)..cuti..weekend n deepavali pastu awal muharram plak.

bila nak start keje balik jd malas n lemau..lesuuuu...

xtvt kat umah ...jd nanny..bangun buat susu anak ,tukar lampin,bagi makan ,mandi anak,layan dia main games,n so many things lagi la tp the same routine everyday..

bila start keje,encik hubby yg send n pick me n aaron everyday except on thursday.sbb ari khamis keje sampai kul 3.30 je..hahahaha..

so,ari khamis menjadi tugas sy yg kena anta our son to my MIL place.

everybody knows that sy kalau drive keta agak aggressive. hehe.tp sy follow rules n regulations kay. n sy masih bersopan ketika drive!

i dont simply take emergency lane n potong kiri like those b**ch ! n jerk!
vahvahvahh...manyakk cantekkk la.suka jiwa dier je!!

dulu mmg sy drive laju.mmg ramai org complain.tp,bila dah ade anak n baby on board xkan la sy nak drive cam dulu kan.

i go like 60 - 80 km/h with a baby on board..tapi.....

ader jugak MANUSIA yg x reti bahasa datang from behind n almost kiss my car' s bumper..PROVOKE suh sy drive faster..giler! mentang2 la tgk kite ni pompuan suka-suka jiwa dier je duk cucuk2 belakang...
haa,..yg camni sy akan tekan break mengejut biar dia sedar skit yg sy x takut pun dgn cara dorang tuh.
in case la lau dorang terlanggar...hmmm...sy akan "serang" verbally..of coz dah ready ngan hujah2 pendakwaan..

" nape drive rapat sangat?"

"x tahu ke kena ade jarak keta depan ngan keta belakang"

i'm sure many of you out there penah alami situasi sama spt sy.kena buli dgn road bullies.

yg x stress tetibe bole jd stress krn driving n facing all sort of insane drivers with crazy driving "skills".sekolah memandu x penah ajar pon drive cam tu..isk3..

they put other drivers in danger juz because of their selfishness.
semua org nak cepat..semua org nak kejar punch card..

if u ask me,i would rather have my card red other than got killed on the road..
pikir-pikirkanlah.......

i totally aware about this since handle kes2 sivil di mahkamah.kebanyakkannya kes kemalangan.ader bermacam-macam situasi yg mengakibatkan kemalangan.kes kemalangan maut,cedera parah,jadi oku,muka penuh scar,brain damage,hilang tangan,hilang kaki. jadi sikit sebanyak benda ni menginsafkan sy.
i appreciate life more when i see the "truth".

the truth is when u drive fast,u are killing urself n others...its a FACT.speed kills.
SO PLEASE DONT BE A ROAD BULLY!!

#iamfromthecourt#so beware!

sesape yg lepas ni cuba2 nak BULI sy lagi on the road,u are messing with the wrong gal...
asal tetibe emo ni ek?? LOL..

buli sy lagi,sy akan tekan break mengejut n pastu kuar n hempas buku akta pengangkutan jalan kat muka org tu. fuuhhh....lega..

hopefully u dont bump into me while u r on the road..haha. bye!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

assalamualaikum........hi,

juz a short entry

i would like to take this opportunity to wish u all out there

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

selamat hari raya haji

selamat hari raya Qorban

i'm still working today............cant wait to go home petang nnt.

i'm coming home y'all!!

my ma dah start preparing bahan2 utk buat ketupat!!

well,kat luar maybe sambutan raya haji ni x meriah mane

tapi lau kat belah pantai timur (kg ku) sambutan dia lebih kurang sama je..

raya..raya..raya.........!!!

selamat hari raya

bye!

Catatan Dari Hati..

assalamualaikum............hi,

12 oct 2013 genapla usiaku 28 tahun..hmm..xpe2 belum 3 series lagi..

sebelum kawin sambutan birthday mmg best.

selepas kawin sambut birthday okay la..sambut ngan husband..

selepas ader anak sambut birthday biaser2 aje..anak lebih diutamakan okay.mak n ayah dia xpe ala kadar je..T_T. terasa tua lak..

well,not so much going on rite now.keje? mcm biase..

family? still adapting  to aaron's needs.

life? i love my life rite now.even more when i look into my son's eyes.

so many things happened to me before..the good n the bad.

tapi mestila nak kenang kenangan yg manis je kan ?

zaman bercinta,bertunang, kahwin, n detik-detik melahirkan anak. bukan la xde kenangan pahit tp i'm not ready to share it yet.

tempoh berkenalan dengan husband sy sgtla singkat..pada penghujung tahun 2010 lau x silap..cara kami berjumpa n kenal tu sgtla pelik n complicated.mase tu sy baru lepas break up dgn my ex.n im soo NOT ready for any relationship at that time.S.E.R.I.K kena tipu dengan my ex.

1st time jumpe n dia decide to get to know me better.lebih kurang seminggu selepas tu dia nak ikut sy blik kg to meet my parents..

sy juz bawak dia jumpa org tua sy atas permintaan dia.

then,dia nyatakan hasrat dia utk melamar sy menjadi isteri dia.ayah saya x menghalang n terus bersetuju.

kami bertunang pada bulan februari 2011.

on my engagement day 04.02.2011

tempoh bertunang x lame..we decided to get married on 27th of May 2011.

then,around July,i found out that i'm pregnant.mmg excited gilerr ngan husband.x sabar nak tunggu kelahiran baby kami.

to be honest,sy x pernah rase sebegitu gembira dlm hidup sy.x pernah terlintas dlm hati,akan lalui detik2 ini.

seseorang telah hadir dlm hidup sy setelah sy kecewa n putus asa.

making me feel so speciall..n a new chapter has begun.

maybe dah takdir kot,sy bertemu seorng lelaki yg mmpunyai sifat n perangai yg lebih kurang sama ngan sy.apa yg paling penting dia seorang lelaki yg baik n hormat org tua.n my family really love him.

mmg pelik tau sbb sometime kami ni mcm bole baca fikiran masing2. very hard to explain..minda sy dengan minda husband seolah olah bole sampaikan mesej tanpa perlu bercakap.k la enuff bout me n him.

setelah 9 bulan tempoh pregnancy,

our son was born on 11th Mac 2012 at 2.36 a.m at HSNZ.

aaron akhtar bin abd hafiz

we named him aaron sbb nnt lau kt skolah nama dia akan dipanggil yg terawal.juz like my husband.n another reason sbb minat kat aaron aziz mase lam pantang.hahahahaha...sebelum ni xla minat sgt.hopefully nnt dia akan membesar dan berjaya dlm apa jua bidang n perkara yg dia lakukan.

si mata bulat..

my family is everything to me..lebih bernilai dari harta benda.bila stres keje balik umah tgk muka husband n anak terus cool down.rase sgt lega.

sekarang aaron dah 1 tahun 7 bulan.hari2 melayan keletah dia yg sweet tu.dia x bnyk kerenah..jarang nangis.dia suka senyum,the sweetest smile..

bila dah ader anak ni baru la sedar betapa susahnya mak n ayah kita nak membesarkan kita.terlalu bnyk pengorbanan utk anak.sy lebih menghargai mak dan ayah sy sekarang.love you ma,love you ayah!

and i have a very wonderful family in-law.very helpful n understanding.my MIL is a great cook!.i'm very lucky to have 'em.

okay.

i think thats all for today.

 tq 4 reading!

Feed Your Soul

assalamualaikum...........hi,

mesti setiap org ader lagu a.k.a Soundtrack yg akan sentiasa bermain2 kat lam kepala kita for like days or weeks or maybe months.songs yg bnyak bagi kita mood yg fun,enjoyable and release stress.lagu yg keeps spinning in our head.tgh driving pon mulut duk sing that song.even in our shower.

i have a list of my fave songs which helps me alot in my daily routine.

santapan rohani...ekekekee...sape la yg ngajor ajaran sesat ni kat aku ek?

1) Laillaha illallah - zikir terapi by Hafiz Hamidun

when i feel so stress out and empty,i just sit back and take a listen to this peaceful work of art by Hafiz hamidun. beautiful arrangement juz using zikir and piano.i'll listen to these over n over and my spirit lift a bit.brilliant job!we can practice zikrullah at the same time we can cure our spiritual illness.a really good therapy for me.sgt2 membantu aku bila aku rase sgt stress n emo.

2)River Flows In You - Yiruma

another beautiful song from Yiruma,International famous pianist that hails from Korea.the very first time i heard his music was in twillight.i fell in love with it.plus,it's my fave movie!.very relaxing and calm.suitable for a very busy heart with the weight of the world.juz lie on the bed,close your eyes n listen to these.yiruma ni sgt berbakat bermain piano.melodi yg sgt meruntun jiwa.

3)Live While We're Young- One Direction

lagu ni mmg fave ku.feelin' so energetic and fun!!

bila aku xde mood or rase sgt down,aku aku turn on OD Mv.lol..

once in a while rase gila-gila n goofy bila dengar lagu ni.bila dengar lagu ni,its like enjoying a perfect summertime or having a blast.like u're forgetting the world for a while n juz havin a good time with your family/friends.my son really loves OD songs.

genre music pilihanku pelbagai.layan sume jenis muzik as long as sedap didengar.mostly musical instrument like piano,violin or cello (bond Girls) kumpulan 4 org aweks main violin n cello tu mmg fave ku.

so,memasing mesti ader lagu pilihan hati kan??

what is your soundtrack for today?

long gone..

assalamualaikum....hi,hello October...

sorry lame menghilang. i was sick and was buzy after got back to work..soo tiring..kena food poisining.

 hmmm...awal2 bulan biase la kena siapkan statistik.which i hate the most..perkara yg paling mengjengkelkan ( ntah betul ke tidak istilah ni)but thank goodness i manage to siapkan the statistic sebelum 4 hb...yeayyy!!.....due date is before 10 every month.

anyway..i have a new partner!! a chinese interpreter.^-^

her name is Mei Ling. 

its a good thing for me cuz i love to have new friends around.LOL..
she's still single but not available,she gonna get married next year!

hmmm...whatelse?? so many things i wanna share but i couldnt remember...hahahaha....teruk kan my memory..

tapi,ape yg paling aku rindu,nak balik kampung....
i'm coming home this raye haji! macamla dah lame x balik...
x sabar dah rasenye nak balik..

misi terbaru?
my latest mission is to get rid of my acne..been battle with the same skin problem since ...forever..?
i wanna give it a try using household method, lemon.
so,wish me luck cuz i'm so tired n bored with the same problem.

kay,thats all for today!
tq for reading!

bye!

Penantian satu penyeksaan...

salam.......hi,

dah lama tggu Evelyn Rose update novel bersiri Abang Pilot...and finally....
today dapat baca part 8!! hahahaha  sukaaaa...
cant wait for the next part.

i'm sure ramai peminat evelyn rose pun rase benda yg same kann?

baca novel was not one of my fave thing actually. but,now i tend to like it.everytime evelyn rose kuarkan novel terbaru,it will be my pursue.
abis satu bandar mencari novel The Wedding Breaker...LOL..but it was fun.

the latest novel is 13 Jam A380 by Evelyn Rose.

arini sunday...and i'm working! sume gang this floor cuti...cuz esok ari Malaysia.
but its ok cuz arini xde kes!! so,bole lepak2 n standby kot2 ader kes baru.cuti x bermaksud jenayah x berlaku..so terpaksala masuk keja.

pagi2 buta lagi dah menapak kat opis...7.00 am! hmmm...
my husband yg drive n sent me to work nowadays.then he send aaron to my MIL n trus g keje.

ok,thats all for now..gotta go grab some breakfast!

Selamat Tinggal Dunia Blogging.....

untuk sementara waktu ni terpaksa la KIV sume draf2 4 my blog...

they're taking away my computer today...

but dont worry,

i'll be back!

eventho it is cloudy,the sun will come out eventually..shine bright.

i have to check on my lappy at home whether still functioning or not..

lappy ku yg dah berhabuk.. T_T...

AKU ORANG KAMPUNG...kampung Girl..

assalamualaikum....................hi

just got back from my hometown.
sekarang ni musim buah-buahan kt kg. ader durian,rambutan,duku,dokong,langsat,rambutan n manggis...huiiiii..mmg seronok balik kg time ni!

bole dikatakan tiap2 minggu balik...hahahahaha....

oleh disebabkan adik beradik aku yg lain x dpt blik,so hanye aku yg conquer sume! LOL..
beruntung aku dpt keja kat k.trg ni..dekat skit nak blik kg aku kt kelantan.

my family tinggal kat FELDA kemahang 2,Tanah Merah,kelantan.my ma n ayah je.
kakak aku tinggal kat perak. adik plak kt penang.

ma n ayah mmg suka berkebun n menanam. tak kirala pokok buah-buahan ke pokok bunga.n some vege plant.
aku pun suke tgk ma tanam pokok or doing some gardening sejak dari kecil lagi.

i love playing with mud and dirt...i can still remember the smell of the soil..hmmm...

the best thing  livin' in here is the silence....peace..the nature...dan masih kampung eventho kg ku ni tanah rancangan.

dulu-dulu,aku suka duk tepi tingkap n lihat hujan turun...its so refreshing..juz by looking at the raindrops that fall onto leaves n the trees..

i'm so thankful that i was born n raised in this place.

mase aku kecik,ma selalu tanam pokok bunga kat depan umah..macam-macam jenis pokok bunga..cantik. 

but,as time goes by..and so does the flowers....

now,i feel like i wanna have all of that back. i miss it.

next trip going back to my hometown,i wanna go to the nursery n pick up some flower seeds and do some gardening with my ma. ayah is not in a very good health rite now,so i dont wanna bug him.

nak beli anak pokok bunga banyak-banyak n tanam kat front yard..skng ni xde pokok bunga sgt kat depan tu. yang ader pokok buah mata kucing yang selalu berbuah(x bermusim) n some pokok bunga kertas....mmg dull sgt..

i cant wait!!!

tq for reading.

My wedding Day

Hi.........,

today i'm gonna tell u about my wedding day..yelah kan aritu dah ckp i love wedding tp blum citer pon sal wedding sndiri...huhuhu..

my wedding was on 27th may 2011...wooo dah lame...basi olready...

well,juz like any girl yg getting marry,that day was my fairytale.like a dream.

it was friday n we supposed to get marry around 11 a.m at the mosque b4 solat jumaat.i am never late for anything in my life.TAPI....

i was late for my wedding!! suntuk2 je barula aku sampai kt masjid..

everyone was waiting for me...the bride..

my photographer berkali2 call aku..maybe dia freak out cuz the bride x muncul2...hahaha
 bkn aku sengaja tp my MUA agak lmbt make up aku (my niece was my MUA)
plus,aku dok kat dapur since pagi..tgk2 jam dah gak lewat n terus kelam kabut bersiap.

akad nikah n jamuan dibuat dlm hari yg sama so,xdela bnyk keja sgt.cuma kena berkejar ke masjid..hehehe..

well,wedding kate middleton n prince william around april 2011.my wedding plak in may 2011.aku agak terpengaruh dengan gaya busana pengantin kate..tapi xbole la nak pakai camtu kat masjid..

i'd just pick the round veil to cover my face..i'd always wanted a big round veil for my wedding. satu kelainan.
n to cover my pimple! LOL

kate middleton

cantik sungguh kate! aku mmg xbole nak menandingi kecantikkan dia.

mase ni agak nervous sbb ayah tanya setuju ke tidak nak kawin..LOL.

masa 1st time ayah tanye tu mmg aku stun n x dengar ape yg ayah tanye...hahahaha..

mmgla berdedar..gila x berdebar??

sume jari husband berinai...his own request..

my husband kan pemalu,so mmg suara dia mase akad nikah tu sgtla perlahan..

Detik bersejarah dlm hidup kami berdua...

husband aku mmg sgt berdebar waktu tu.aku notice tangan dia menggeletar mase sarungkan cincin ke jari aku.LOL..

muka lega memasing..especially my husband..hehe

yang best bila sume ahli kuarga ade bersama waktu ni n x lupa jga my bestfrensss...sikin,ct,karimah n pazura..tq sooo much! hiasan meja makan utk pengantin tu hasil kerja kengkawanku.

salah satu outdoor pic

majlis kahwin mmgla sgt penat..sume perkara nak diambil kira..diakui sume pengantin akan stress sbb nak control EVERYTHING ( aku ler tu)

gambar mase bersanding x upload sbb....maluuu laa..hehehehe..

marriage is one of the huge phase in my life...eventho my marriage is very simple but i love it.i love every second of it. malam berinai....my sister yang pakaikan inai utk aku.aku rase mcm di pamper..hehehe..tq Farah!

everyone was very keen on getting this event done smoothly..sampai x tido siapkan goodies bag n telur.

the truth is i really want to have a very beautiful wedding tp masa menjadi kekangan.aku kan keja kt k.trg. jadi aku x sempat nak look around for the best pelamin or baju utk bersanding. plus,i'm a petite type,baju yg saiz kecik mmg susah giler nak cari..yang ade baju songket...huhuhu...very old skool. 

baju utk akad nikah tu mmg aku anta tukang jahit..berkali2 jgkla kena alter sbb fail kt part kain.dia tersalah jahit. kainnya jadi singkat sampai paras buku lali! lau duduk lam masjid mmg my legs akan exposed! NO!!

so,aku mntak dorang alter bagi kain labuh skit.biar tutup kaki.

bila dah siap,baju tu ader train skit.kainnya dibuat labuh n meleret..aku terpaksa mintak adikku tlg pegang train yg belakang tu mase g masjid.

apa2 pun aku sukaaa wedding. x kira la wedding sape pun. 

skang yg tggal adik bongsu ku...x thu la bila turn dia nak naik pelamin tp yg xcitednya aku..aku x sabar nak tggu hari perkahwinan dia. nak make sure hantaran,pelamin n baju dia cantik,gorges n perfect! hahahahaha....

k la,dari tadi merapu...better out now tq 4 reading.

I LOVE......

hai..........,

juz start a new blog (my 2nd blog),i hope its not a silly attempt. masih di peringkat belajar lg.huhuhu...

well,

today nak share skit bout me

i love fairytales...............................hahaha...i know! so girlly kann??

but thats me..

i love weddings! giler betul...i juz love the dress, the lace!!!!

beautiful fairytales....

i love love story movies such as Pride And Prejudice

Lizzie Bennet

and Twillight

u can call me hopeless romantic...but i'm not that girly...

ader some stuff yg sy nak buat tp blum berkesempatan lg..

i wanna take a walk in a forest

go out & take take photos of natures,trees and flowers

my craziest dream is to have my own tree house..hehehehe..

tapi lau xbole xpela..juz gimme a small fairytale cottage pun jadi la..HAHAHA..

yg kecik camni pun xpe..

org keje gomen ni mmg xkn kaya...xkan mampu beli umah besau2..sobs..

jd lau dpt memiliki umah yg kecil tapi cantik dah cukup memadai bg aku.

so i can live happily ever after with my dear husband n my dashing son..kikiki.

kuat betul berangan petang cenggini..keje dah setel.kes pun dah abis for today. apepun i'm so blessed with my life n what i have now, thank you Allah.

this blog akan aku update with anything that wandering in my mind...u must thought that i'm such a freak.but,this is my way of thinking.so,depends la u guys nk judge i in whatsoever cuz i'm ready.

ok la.dats all for today.thank you for reading!