i'm back

assalamualaikum.......hi,

minta maaf sbb lame menghilang. so many things happened. masa sgt terhad utk menulis.
kdg sy x sihat.kdg anak x sihat. cuaca x menentu n musim panas sgt (musim demam).plus,sy agak sibuk dgn kerja (yeah i know it sound cliche) but,thats the truth.but i'll my best to find a way to write.

my bozz dah bertukar.my partner pn dah bertukar.i've got APC (anugerah perkhidmatan cemerlang) utk tahun 2013.cant believe it rite? phase of life.

well,utk tahun 2014,sy akan bekerja dgn lebih gigih lagi n at the same time enjoying my life too.

so,thats 4 now
tq 4 reading.

p/s: update en3 using phone mmg lmbt..very sorry.

welcome monsun....

assalamualaikum.............hi,

skang dah masuk december...n bermula la episod musim saljuuu..a.k.a musim hujan.

mmg syok musim ni lau x yah g keja.duk terperap je kt umah lam selimut.

bila hujan mesti teringat zaman kecik2 dulu,lau musim hujan,mesti duk kat tepi tingkap tgk hujan turun..

pastu buat kapal kertas n campak ke tanah..haha..

dulu,selalu curi2 g kebun n cabut ubi kayu time hujan turun..mmg thrill!! bkn nk mkn sgt tp mmg suka part cabut n tarik ubi dari dlm tanah tu.maybe i'm not the only one here yg familiar ngan benda2 cam ni.

suka giler tgk hujan turun..watching the raindrop falls onto leaves..heaven..

i dont mind getting my shoes wet in the rain.

i dont mind getting wet in the rain..it makes me feel ..........alive.

wow..its drizzling outside..like snow are falling.

Driving Habit

assalamualaikum..............hi,

lame sy menghilang? yea..
(draf ni lame tersimpan belum sempat nk update)..cuti..weekend n deepavali pastu awal muharram plak.

bila nak start keje balik jd malas n lemau..lesuuuu...

xtvt kat umah ...jd nanny..bangun buat susu anak ,tukar lampin,bagi makan ,mandi anak,layan dia main games,n so many things lagi la tp the same routine everyday..

bila start keje,encik hubby yg send n pick me n aaron everyday except on thursday.sbb ari khamis keje sampai kul 3.30 je..hahahaha..

so,ari khamis menjadi tugas sy yg kena anta our son to my MIL place.

everybody knows that sy kalau drive keta agak aggressive. hehe.tp sy follow rules n regulations kay. n sy masih bersopan ketika drive!

i dont simply take emergency lane n potong kiri like those b**ch ! n jerk!
vahvahvahh...manyakk cantekkk la.suka jiwa dier je!!

dulu mmg sy drive laju.mmg ramai org complain.tp,bila dah ade anak n baby on board xkan la sy nak drive cam dulu kan.

i go like 60 - 80 km/h with a baby on board..tapi.....

ader jugak MANUSIA yg x reti bahasa datang from behind n almost kiss my car' s bumper..PROVOKE suh sy drive faster..giler! mentang2 la tgk kite ni pompuan suka-suka jiwa dier je duk cucuk2 belakang...
haa,..yg camni sy akan tekan break mengejut biar dia sedar skit yg sy x takut pun dgn cara dorang tuh.
in case la lau dorang terlanggar...hmmm...sy akan "serang" verbally..of coz dah ready ngan hujah2 pendakwaan..

" nape drive rapat sangat?"

"x tahu ke kena ade jarak keta depan ngan keta belakang"

i'm sure many of you out there penah alami situasi sama spt sy.kena buli dgn road bullies.

yg x stress tetibe bole jd stress krn driving n facing all sort of insane drivers with crazy driving "skills".sekolah memandu x penah ajar pon drive cam tu..isk3..

they put other drivers in danger juz because of their selfishness.
semua org nak cepat..semua org nak kejar punch card..

if u ask me,i would rather have my card red other than got killed on the road..
pikir-pikirkanlah.......

i totally aware about this since handle kes2 sivil di mahkamah.kebanyakkannya kes kemalangan.ader bermacam-macam situasi yg mengakibatkan kemalangan.kes kemalangan maut,cedera parah,jadi oku,muka penuh scar,brain damage,hilang tangan,hilang kaki. jadi sikit sebanyak benda ni menginsafkan sy.
i appreciate life more when i see the "truth".

the truth is when u drive fast,u are killing urself n others...its a FACT.speed kills.
SO PLEASE DONT BE A ROAD BULLY!!

#iamfromthecourt#so beware!

sesape yg lepas ni cuba2 nak BULI sy lagi on the road,u are messing with the wrong gal...
asal tetibe emo ni ek?? LOL..

buli sy lagi,sy akan tekan break mengejut n pastu kuar n hempas buku akta pengangkutan jalan kat muka org tu. fuuhhh....lega..

hopefully u dont bump into me while u r on the road..haha. bye!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

assalamualaikum........hi,

juz a short entry

i would like to take this opportunity to wish u all out there

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha

selamat hari raya haji

selamat hari raya Qorban

i'm still working today............cant wait to go home petang nnt.

i'm coming home y'all!!

my ma dah start preparing bahan2 utk buat ketupat!!

well,kat luar maybe sambutan raya haji ni x meriah mane

tapi lau kat belah pantai timur (kg ku) sambutan dia lebih kurang sama je..

raya..raya..raya.........!!!

selamat hari raya

bye!

Catatan Dari Hati..

assalamualaikum............hi,

12 oct 2013 genapla usiaku 28 tahun..hmm..xpe2 belum 3 series lagi..

sebelum kawin sambutan birthday mmg best.

selepas kawin sambut birthday okay la..sambut ngan husband..

selepas ader anak sambut birthday biaser2 aje..anak lebih diutamakan okay.mak n ayah dia xpe ala kadar je..T_T. terasa tua lak..

well,not so much going on rite now.keje? mcm biase..

family? still adapting  to aaron's needs.

life? i love my life rite now.even more when i look into my son's eyes.

so many things happened to me before..the good n the bad.

tapi mestila nak kenang kenangan yg manis je kan ?

zaman bercinta,bertunang, kahwin, n detik-detik melahirkan anak. bukan la xde kenangan pahit tp i'm not ready to share it yet.

tempoh berkenalan dengan husband sy sgtla singkat..pada penghujung tahun 2010 lau x silap..cara kami berjumpa n kenal tu sgtla pelik n complicated.mase tu sy baru lepas break up dgn my ex.n im soo NOT ready for any relationship at that time.S.E.R.I.K kena tipu dengan my ex.

1st time jumpe n dia decide to get to know me better.lebih kurang seminggu selepas tu dia nak ikut sy blik kg to meet my parents..

sy juz bawak dia jumpa org tua sy atas permintaan dia.

then,dia nyatakan hasrat dia utk melamar sy menjadi isteri dia.ayah saya x menghalang n terus bersetuju.

kami bertunang pada bulan februari 2011.

on my engagement day 04.02.2011

tempoh bertunang x lame..we decided to get married on 27th of May 2011.

then,around July,i found out that i'm pregnant.mmg excited gilerr ngan husband.x sabar nak tunggu kelahiran baby kami.

to be honest,sy x pernah rase sebegitu gembira dlm hidup sy.x pernah terlintas dlm hati,akan lalui detik2 ini.

seseorang telah hadir dlm hidup sy setelah sy kecewa n putus asa.

making me feel so speciall..n a new chapter has begun.

maybe dah takdir kot,sy bertemu seorng lelaki yg mmpunyai sifat n perangai yg lebih kurang sama ngan sy.apa yg paling penting dia seorang lelaki yg baik n hormat org tua.n my family really love him.

mmg pelik tau sbb sometime kami ni mcm bole baca fikiran masing2. very hard to explain..minda sy dengan minda husband seolah olah bole sampaikan mesej tanpa perlu bercakap.k la enuff bout me n him.

setelah 9 bulan tempoh pregnancy,

our son was born on 11th Mac 2012 at 2.36 a.m at HSNZ.

aaron akhtar bin abd hafiz

we named him aaron sbb nnt lau kt skolah nama dia akan dipanggil yg terawal.juz like my husband.n another reason sbb minat kat aaron aziz mase lam pantang.hahahahaha...sebelum ni xla minat sgt.hopefully nnt dia akan membesar dan berjaya dlm apa jua bidang n perkara yg dia lakukan.

si mata bulat..

my family is everything to me..lebih bernilai dari harta benda.bila stres keje balik umah tgk muka husband n anak terus cool down.rase sgt lega.

sekarang aaron dah 1 tahun 7 bulan.hari2 melayan keletah dia yg sweet tu.dia x bnyk kerenah..jarang nangis.dia suka senyum,the sweetest smile..

bila dah ader anak ni baru la sedar betapa susahnya mak n ayah kita nak membesarkan kita.terlalu bnyk pengorbanan utk anak.sy lebih menghargai mak dan ayah sy sekarang.love you ma,love you ayah!

and i have a very wonderful family in-law.very helpful n understanding.my MIL is a great cook!.i'm very lucky to have 'em.

okay.

i think thats all for today.

 tq 4 reading!

Feed Your Soul

assalamualaikum...........hi,

mesti setiap org ader lagu a.k.a Soundtrack yg akan sentiasa bermain2 kat lam kepala kita for like days or weeks or maybe months.songs yg bnyak bagi kita mood yg fun,enjoyable and release stress.lagu yg keeps spinning in our head.tgh driving pon mulut duk sing that song.even in our shower.

i have a list of my fave songs which helps me alot in my daily routine.

santapan rohani...ekekekee...sape la yg ngajor ajaran sesat ni kat aku ek?

1) Laillaha illallah - zikir terapi by Hafiz Hamidun

when i feel so stress out and empty,i just sit back and take a listen to this peaceful work of art by Hafiz hamidun. beautiful arrangement juz using zikir and piano.i'll listen to these over n over and my spirit lift a bit.brilliant job!we can practice zikrullah at the same time we can cure our spiritual illness.a really good therapy for me.sgt2 membantu aku bila aku rase sgt stress n emo.

2)River Flows In You - Yiruma

another beautiful song from Yiruma,International famous pianist that hails from Korea.the very first time i heard his music was in twillight.i fell in love with it.plus,it's my fave movie!.very relaxing and calm.suitable for a very busy heart with the weight of the world.juz lie on the bed,close your eyes n listen to these.yiruma ni sgt berbakat bermain piano.melodi yg sgt meruntun jiwa.

3)Live While We're Young- One Direction

lagu ni mmg fave ku.feelin' so energetic and fun!!

bila aku xde mood or rase sgt down,aku aku turn on OD Mv.lol..

once in a while rase gila-gila n goofy bila dengar lagu ni.bila dengar lagu ni,its like enjoying a perfect summertime or having a blast.like u're forgetting the world for a while n juz havin a good time with your family/friends.my son really loves OD songs.

genre music pilihanku pelbagai.layan sume jenis muzik as long as sedap didengar.mostly musical instrument like piano,violin or cello (bond Girls) kumpulan 4 org aweks main violin n cello tu mmg fave ku.

so,memasing mesti ader lagu pilihan hati kan??

what is your soundtrack for today?

long gone..

assalamualaikum....hi,hello October...

sorry lame menghilang. i was sick and was buzy after got back to work..soo tiring..kena food poisining.

 hmmm...awal2 bulan biase la kena siapkan statistik.which i hate the most..perkara yg paling mengjengkelkan ( ntah betul ke tidak istilah ni)but thank goodness i manage to siapkan the statistic sebelum 4 hb...yeayyy!!.....due date is before 10 every month.

anyway..i have a new partner!! a chinese interpreter.^-^

her name is Mei Ling. 

its a good thing for me cuz i love to have new friends around.LOL..
she's still single but not available,she gonna get married next year!

hmmm...whatelse?? so many things i wanna share but i couldnt remember...hahahaha....teruk kan my memory..

tapi,ape yg paling aku rindu,nak balik kampung....
i'm coming home this raye haji! macamla dah lame x balik...
x sabar dah rasenye nak balik..

misi terbaru?
my latest mission is to get rid of my acne..been battle with the same skin problem since ...forever..?
i wanna give it a try using household method, lemon.
so,wish me luck cuz i'm so tired n bored with the same problem.

kay,thats all for today!
tq for reading!

bye!